Episodes
There is not one particular reason for the lack of posts here this month...have been really busy, my thoughts have been a little muddled, I have new things to say but nothing new to express (yeah, figure that out)...basically, its just been a little hodgepodge! Anyhow, I think I'll attempt a mini-comeback of sorts...updates over the past fortnight:
A new phase is going to begin...and yet again, I promise myself to not let things go out of hand! I am just such a scatterbrain...and experience is not really helping!
For the first time in my life (no kidding!), a friend told me that I am not really mature...I was relieved...
I am slowly realizing that at least when it comes to work, you need to be heartless sometimes...sometimes the wrong people or powerless people have to pay the price for whims and follies of others...its horrible but a 'system' would not have such a bad connotation if not for this...anyhow, I am trying not to let these things affect me...I can only ensure that honest and hard working people do not get victimized because of me...but its a dirty, filthy, lopsided world...ain't it?
My camera has not been working lately...I miss it... :(
The other day I saw a car run over a cat...two tyres went right over the spine of the cat...then it started shaking and jumping like mad...we rushed to it but we all knew it was too late...the cat took one last breath and was gone...30 seconds, that's all it took...but the worst part was that the person driving didn't even stop...he just zoomed away...and most people around me were so unruffled by the whole episode...I am no animal activist...but just wondering to what extent has this apathy and callousness seeped in us?
An old chapter closed...and unlike previous goodbyes, this time I knew he meant it...my life has been such a mess lately but deep down nothing mattered that much...I was upset and angry but there was never a sense of loss...but that day, to my surprise, I could feel something leaving me forever...I had been convinced that all my emotions had died in me...but I suppose somewhere a trace had remained and always will...I wouldn't change anything that has happened...I just hope that both of us can find our own paths and our own happiness...
A new phase is going to begin...and yet again, I promise myself to not let things go out of hand! I am just such a scatterbrain...and experience is not really helping!
For the first time in my life (no kidding!), a friend told me that I am not really mature...I was relieved...
I am slowly realizing that at least when it comes to work, you need to be heartless sometimes...sometimes the wrong people or powerless people have to pay the price for whims and follies of others...its horrible but a 'system' would not have such a bad connotation if not for this...anyhow, I am trying not to let these things affect me...I can only ensure that honest and hard working people do not get victimized because of me...but its a dirty, filthy, lopsided world...ain't it?
My camera has not been working lately...I miss it... :(
The other day I saw a car run over a cat...two tyres went right over the spine of the cat...then it started shaking and jumping like mad...we rushed to it but we all knew it was too late...the cat took one last breath and was gone...30 seconds, that's all it took...but the worst part was that the person driving didn't even stop...he just zoomed away...and most people around me were so unruffled by the whole episode...I am no animal activist...but just wondering to what extent has this apathy and callousness seeped in us?
An old chapter closed...and unlike previous goodbyes, this time I knew he meant it...my life has been such a mess lately but deep down nothing mattered that much...I was upset and angry but there was never a sense of loss...but that day, to my surprise, I could feel something leaving me forever...I had been convinced that all my emotions had died in me...but I suppose somewhere a trace had remained and always will...I wouldn't change anything that has happened...I just hope that both of us can find our own paths and our own happiness...
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