Distracted

I have such an uneasy feeling right now…I am here, there and everywhere…and I want to do everything at the same time…grab every opportunity, hold on to every thread, turn every page, try everything new…just, you know, do magic or something…!

Maybe I am trying too hard to change my life…but it seems like changing your life is harder than making it…and that so should not be the case…

I need to breathe and focus...