It

it stared at me...
probing,accusing,understanding...
amused,angry,proud...
it asked me where i had started
and where i am...
and it asked me where i want to go?
it played with me, it cried with me...
it shared my heartaches,
it visualized my dreams...
it gave me time and it gave me space,
it asked me never to fail...
it asked me my reasons,
it reprimanded me for my excuses...
it shared my happiness
i blamed it for things i regret
and it got me feathers to collect
together,we searched for lost emotions
hidden agendas and flimsy reasons...
sometimes, i told it to leave me alone,
sometimes it was a reason to go on...
i love it for what it is...
i hate it for what it's not...
but its good for what its worth,
this crazy life of mine...