Clueless

Every time I get down to writing a new post, I tell myself that it'll not be my usual confused/depressed/brooding not-so-straightforward post...but it never happens...my resolve just ends up being as firm as a new year's resolution...I have tried many ways to alter this tendency (not because of anything else but the fact that it is predictable and a tad boring after a point)...I tried humour...and rudeness...being emotional...I even tried a 'random musings from my life' kinda post...but I couldn't...whatever little I wrote looked like a miserable half hearted attempt at best...so basically, right now I am in a fix...I can continue expressing the way I know (which I don't want to) or somehow find a way to reinvent myself (which I am clueless about)...!

Ideas?